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i consider myself a unique individual or maybe just odd. i am 18, for now. my birthday is in november. i am a scorpio; the most intense and mysterious zodiac sign, which i live up too. i love the beach. i have an obsession with lip gloss. dr. pepper is the only soda i will drink, with an exception of diet coke. i drink water most of the time. i have to lose weight. i make sure i do at least 200 crunches a night. pilates and yoga is a must. i love dance but i hate going to class. i never leave the house without mascara. i have really dark brown eyes. someone complimented me on my eyes today. dark black thick eye liner is amazing. concerts rock and give me an adrenaline rush. dashboard confessional makes me sad and smile all at the same time. you make me smile. i like to be alone, but when im alone, i wish i had someone to talk to. my heart is broken. i like to stare at the stars at night down the shore and make a wish. i cry at least once a week. i have a best friend. steve britt tells me i have 'evil eyes.' i have secrets. i live online for communication. i have a hard time opening up. i am a true introvert. i have too much time on my hands. i could possibly be the most sarcastic person you have ever met. i could be a real bitch. music gets me through the day. i am constantly reading lyrics. sleeping at last and copeland are two of the most sincere bands i have ever listened to *sigh*. i have a loud obnoxious laugh. i laugh at everything. i hate the times new roman font. i put on an act at first. i dont even understand myself at times. i wish my hair were really thick long and straight. i smell good all the time. i love my hair played with and my forearm tickled lightly to fall fast asleep. i like to be kissed lightly. i crave massages. i love having deep meaningful conversations. i am obsessed with boys. boys are confusing. i am always confused. i worry all the time. i am a true dweller. i am paranoid. i am scared to death of elevators and airplanes. eye contact is the key. surfer boys, lead singers, and acoustic guitarists are hot. i fall in immediate love with emo punk band guys who has uneven cut pitch black hair and studded belts. i wish i had abs. i want my tongue pierced and a tattoo. i hate girls. girls are dramatic and bitchy. i wear socks with adidas sandals. i like to cut the hood out of my hoodies. i like scars. i play the guitar. raw cookie dough is heaven to me. i love to have cuddle sessions. pillow and tickle fights are so much fun. i like to laugh. i like to cry. i crave attention. hugs are good at anytime. i complain. i swear i have hypochondria. i am lonely. i have an attitude. i get easily pissed off. i am naming my first boy skyler. i go to desales. i love late nights with jackie. jackie and i can be seen together being overly immature and yelling "MIIIIINTY LUUUUUBE." i bite my nails. i always have gum. i am an emo kid. i can stretch my leg over my head. i wish to be able to surf. i wish i had a cute little car. i like hollister and trucker hats. country music is horrible. i could have starbucks everyday. my feet are not ticklish. my calves are. i get depressed for no reason. i hate early mornings. i like to argue. i have to have the last word. i have a big mouth. i hate being cold. i will only read nicholas sparks books. relationships always fall apart. i am scared of rejection. i hate unanswered questions. i have a twin sister. we look nothing alike. i love chicken. austrailian accents are sexy. i trust people too easily. i miss someone. i hate change. i always interpret my dreams. i am attracted to dark eyes or extremely light eyes. no in between. seafood disgusts me. i hate cartoons and black and white movies. smoothies are yummy. whipped cream fascinates me. i suck at math. i used to always stop at dunkin doughnuts for a vanilla chai every sunday before play practice. i miss those play times. i interrupt people. i am hard to follow. i hate speaking in front of people i dont know. i suffer from panic attacks. i have asthma, slightly. i am always singing. i hate being rushed. i like to figure things out on my own. i am always in need of advice but i never follow the advice given to me. i love giving advice. relationships interest me. i am down the shore all summer long. i wish i had tan skin. i have freckles. i hate freckles. i wish my hair were darker. i am bored more than enough. i can only focus on one thing no longer than 1o minutes. i can not sit still. i sleep on my tummy. i want to learn how to drive manual. convertibles are hot. sun roofs are cool. "hah" is my sarcastic tone online. i never share how i truly feel most of the time. my mood fluctuates throughout the day. i am a pain to put up with. i am very jealous. i always have pulled muscles. pineapples are my favorite fruit. i love the summer. my favorite season is spring. i make it a point to lay out in the sun every summer day. i am on a diet. i wish i could tap like savion glover. i like to go see dance shows. i am not a slut. i love sunsets. i would like sunrises if i didnt like sleeping in. i love to sleep. sleeping makes everything better. drama intrigues me. i love reading other peoples writings. my middle name is flirt. i have a tendency to give the wrong impression. i am photogenic. i hate the color purple. blue is my favorite color. i would never wear a watch. i can tie a cherry string in a knot just using my tongue. i like looking at pictures. live journals get you in trouble. i over-react. i like to be picked up and spun around. i hate sand. i like the smell of gasoline. jon kensy knows me more than anybody else and it scares me. i wonder where winkley went. i wish i had an older brother. i love the feeling of someone getting my pulled muscle out by pushing and massaging it really hard, so hard that it hurts, but it feels good. aromatherapy is cool. i always cut myself shaving. i will marry chris carrabba. i am a big baby. i can talk for hours. i never shut up. i have one dimple on my left, your right. i have funky, long skinny toes. i have a weird obsession of drawing a star and a moon all over everything i own. i have a size 8 shoe but always buy 7 1/2's. i love etnies and vans. feather pillows are comfy. if i didnt have music i would shoot myself on national television. seeing a happy boyfriend and girlfriend makes me want to cry. my middle name is lynn. my family calls me lynnie bell and megan calls me erweana beana ballerina. people dont like me. i like chicken casear salad. i hate drugs. i hate the word silly but use it frequently. i went to an all girls private academy. im a badass, not. people dont think im the same person i used to be. i hate ghetto people. may is my favorite month. i need a job. i want to go to austrailia. sometimes i push people away. i look to much to the past. i get bored easily. i never shut up. i like to be babied. i have way too much time on my hands...

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